will i still be with u tomorrow

2012-01-24T12:15:00.001+08:00

The long awaited cny is here.
Somehow it isn't as exciting as I wished it to be..

Though it's the holidays, work is still seen and touched every single day of the holiday.
Nonetheless, I know it will be worthwhile at the end of the journey.

Here's wishing all, a happy lunar new year!
May all be blessed with good fortune, luck and good health this year of the dragon! :) cheers!

Have to return to school tomorrow! Tutorial week is here ><
And I'm going for an interview tomorrow! Freshman orientation project interview. Minor role.. But I still do hope I can get it ^^

Take care!

2012-01-05T10:58:00.001+08:00

Happy new year! And now we wait for CNY! :)

2011-12-25T20:56:00.001+08:00

Just a mini update, I'll be going to Malaysia tomorrow morning.
And won't be back until after the new year!

So, I apologize for not being able to send you greetings for new year on the day itself.

Nonetheless, here's wishing all of you a happy new year in advance! <33

Yay! 2012 is here~
2011 has been indeed an eventful one.. May 2012 be even better for all of you ^^

2011-12-25T20:54:00.001+08:00

Hello all! It's Christmas~

Merry christmas to all of you!

May this holiday season be filled with full of warmth and happiness :D

Cheers~

2011-12-05T00:58:00.001+08:00

我知道你已看到我想说的。
这几天来，我可以很肯定地说我没有做出对不起你的事。
那时我以为我喜欢上另一个他。
可是我现在可以很确定地说，我并没有和他有任何的关系..
请放心。

你的决定又是什么呢？
我不是害怕。
是退缩了..

2011-11-14T21:46:00.001+08:00

我太自私了..
没顾虑到你的感受..

不然你来告诉我应该怎么样?
我等你回复

2011-11-14T21:42:00.002+08:00

那种新痛我形容不出来
那种不快乐的心情, 你又了解多少?

2011-11-14T21:03:00.003+08:00

i know i shouldnt be blogging at this moment..

but i really cannot take it anymore.
dont be mistaken, i dont mean i cant live without blogging.

it is just that i have to say how im feeling.
keeping things bottled up more will just make me feel worst..

there are some things i cant explicitly state.
after all, this is an internet environment.

so, HERE IT GOES.

EXAM stress.
i know this is a very common topic that everyone will probably be grumbling and what not about. this may sound like deja vu.
i dont know man, these routines (if there are any) are killing me.
its suffocating me just so bad.

i still have some time to do salvation. but then, i feel bothered and hindered.
what should i do?
nonetheless, knowing myself, i wouldnt give up so easily..

不知应该怎么说才好..

有时想流泪但却觉得这样不够坚强...
可能哭出来会好一点呢?

那天我做了一个梦, 梦里的你有一点不一样..
我记得我想对你说, 我们还是做回普通朋友比较好
而你的反应很强烈, 怎么都不肯放手
我知道是我的错, 不应该一直这样拖住你
是我不够勇气面对面和你说清楚

我懦弱的一面, 不是大家都看得到..

可能你会想说我有点喜新厌旧..
但是大家不是常说感情是不能勉强过来的吗?
或许我以后会后悔说了这一些话, 可是现在的我已经不能够再憋在心里
很抱歉, 我对你不够坦白..
也谢谢你一直对我的包容..
我知道, 你那时已经发现了
你没有责骂我不负责任..

如果你看到了这反话... 告诉我好吗?
如果还不够清楚的话, 我很抱歉, 我等到你出国才这样..

你可能会很讨厌我, 我也接受...

2011-10-26T17:45:00.001+08:00

Last evening, I went out with g and rah.

G brought me to eat frozen yogurt!
Surprisingly, I enjoyed it ><

Yummy! :))

2011-10-26T17:44:00.001+08:00

October is the month for me to meet up with my old friends!! :))

<3

2011-09-19T11:32:00.001+08:00

I would like to thank the very many people who had wished me on my birthday and the love they have given me <3
I will never forget it ^^

Pictures of birthday dinner at Pete's place at hyatt hotel basement ^^

And birthday cake by family and birthday pies from zordon darlings <3

2011-09-04T22:10:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME <3

shall be selfish and not wish anyone else but myself! :)

Hooray! LOL

2011-08-13T21:44:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone!

Time passes by really quickly. It's august already!
Yea, I've been having a bit too much fun of late. With all the camp and orientation group activities. I probably enjoyed myself a bit too much. *guilty*

Is that the reason why I can't turn back fast enough?
Yes, indeed, school has started for me.
In fact I think I was ready to be rushed in so quickly like this. Even though tutorials haven't started but I'm feeling the stress.

It is true that university is very different. You meet all kinds if people. I mean ALL. you can't find that elsewhere.
Nonetheless, I'm glad that I met a few awesome friends ^^

This route we are taking isn't easy at all. By the words stiff competition, it is really stiffer than ever. Get what I mean? Haha, anyway, I'll be busy from now on! I'll try to update as much as I can.

Love you all! :D

2011-07-19T00:14:00.001+08:00

A couple of days ago, someone asked me if I had friends who could help out.

It then occurred to me that my friends were busy with their own things. Be it work or other stuff. I'm not sure how it sounded. But now thinking back, have I no other friends?

I am thankful that I have met awesome friends in this lifetime. However, I also fear that such friendships won't last. Is it a worry that will be unfounded?

Thinking about it, friends I made in jc really are different from the friends I've made in primary or sec school. It may not be the case for most of you. But I felt that it was only when I was in jc, will my friends really think about that friendship we have and in future how it would be like.

I did tell a friend of mine that we should be prepared. When the time comes for something to be proven, only our families will be by our side.

I know many can prove me wrong. Let me tell you, make me witness this and allow me to eat my words.

Take this not as a challenge. Just how things will be in the future.

I promised in the previous post to talk about something happier. I don't know. What else?

Hmm, I'm going for orientation week Which is coming soon. And I hope I don't see the ugly side of people anymore. Grr. What kind of post is this again?

I'm outta here!

2011-07-13T17:13:00.001+08:00

Before confronting a new chapter in life, is it normal to feel empty and frustrated?

Frustrated of not being able to foresee or tell why is gonna happen. And whether things will go out of control

Empty.. I probably just don't know what to expect.

A few had asked me if I was excited for university. I hadn't had that feeling at all. Probably in time to come...

I keep telling myself that I shouldn't care or be too affected when I'm teaching the kids. I don't understand why I feel so committed. And this actually resulted in me having after effects. You know, that health check at NUS, the blood pressure story, it cannot be totally the machine's problem.

Now when I have free time, I nap or sleep. Isn't this a form escaping? But what am I actually escaping from?

I keep questioning. but can I give myself an answer?

Till the next time. I hope you all will hear better news from me!

2011-06-04T21:55:00.001+08:00

4th June!

Happy birthday catfish :D

2011-06-04T21:54:00.001+08:00

It's finally June!

Haha, and I started work! As a tutor~
Have been teaching some adorable primary school kids.

Really a very refreshing experience I should say.
And school gonna start in august. So got about two months of work first ^^

Lately, many Kpop stars came to SG. I'm not really affected. More or less I should say ;)

Unless there is SS4 in SG. Last cut of any relation ties with Kpop! Haha

^^ though traveling to my current work location not very convenient since have to change a few times of transport :/

Fighting ;) we can all do it <33

2011-05-19T22:04:00.001+08:00

Back to blogging after so long! Haha

Just came back from cruise yesterday.
Went to Penang and Phuket. Shopping!
Haha, bought about 6 tops. At least they weren't expensive.

I actually like the fact that I can go around the world and see places!
A totally refreshing idea I should say.

Anyway, I really enjoyed the whole trip.
Probably the company made alot of difference cos I went with my whole family. The 6 of us ;) haven't had that experience before ^^

Have to admit.
There were moments of unhappiness and all. But that's part of life right? Haha

Anyway, before I left for cruise, I accepted the offer from NUS science, most likely will go to their open house this Saturday~

Ah, and yesterday I watches this show on tv called the dog whisperer. Rather interesting ;)

Not as if many people will be reading this.
But thinking back, I really did get blinded by many things when they are new and novel.

Of late, I've been having some rather odd dreams. Nothing in particular. But you know, just saying? :P

Anyway, I kinda miss my friends. Hope to be able to get together some time soon ;D

I recently have this fondness for lemons. Don't ask why. I can't really explain~

Up till now, I'm still quite into running man! Daebak! LOL

And thanks to my good friend G, I have started to like the anime ouran high school host club. Hurray!

That's for now ^^

2011-04-17T14:25:00.001+08:00

I'm back from Korea!! :D and yes I had fun! Bought many things and spent loads of money ><

But I did enjoy myself! Really, there main language korean. Will have language barrier :/

Anyway, after a week of free and easy at Korea, I suppose I wouldn't be going back anytime so soon :P

Loves!
Dear friends, I have gifts~ ^^

2011-04-08T16:37:00.001+08:00

Seriously, seeing many people receive their university offers or them going for interviews, I'm feeling really insecure.

I just dunno how :/
I know I have until may but, aishh.

Oh well, going Korea tomorrow morning.

And there are lots that I haven't done yet. Headache!

Hope the trip will be a fun and eventful one ;) wish me luck <3 haha

2011-04-08T16:34:00.001+08:00

April!

Happy birthday daddy! :D

And happy birthday shinee Jonghyun~ ;)

Cheers!

2011-03-15T18:35:00.001+08:00

Wait till I use the com, I will block all the spammers on my tagboard. Hahahhah :P

Anyway, I'm going overseas this weekend! Sorry I haven't been updating much lately ><

Happy birthday gbai!
I love you!
May all your wishes come true ;)

And, please remember that you are to celebrate my birthday with me this year! Ahhahahah!!

I have already applied for the three universities~

Nothing much I guess.
Spot went to a boarding school :(

Till the next time~ after 28march ^^

2011-03-03T09:59:00.001+08:00

Have been preoccupied lately. So I shall take this chance to update~

I've been busy with some travel stuff. So if you think you saw me at the natas fair, you saw right ^^

Anyway, despite the fact of my results being unknown, I went on to book holidays >< I'm going to china this month and Korea the next.

If you want any gift or wanna know when I'm leaving, contact me by SMS or at twitter ;)

Tomorrow is the release of results. Super ultra nervous! Have been having weird dreams for the past few nights. Ugh, shall not elaborate :/

Ytd was mum's birthday. My bro and I went out to get stuff :P quite fun actually~ wanted to write my mum a letter. But due to poor time management, again, I didn't get to do it ><
Lol, that's because my bro and I were making decisions to get a DSLR camera by canon :P

Fiona was the one who let me play with hers when we went to see her husband~ but I didn't get to see him luh!

Yay! Going out with meixian and Fiona on tuesday~ quite excited actually~

Talking about outing, last Tuesday de outing with my jc classmates so fail -.-
End up four of the same ppl again.
But at least I learnt a new game: risk!
If you're lucky, good for you :P

What else?
I wanna go uni. Really..
Oh well, cannot do anything to change right?

And I'm sorry to those that I vented my anger at. My dad, sister and Fairul..

I still love you all ;)

That's all for now~

2011-02-21T01:16:00.001+08:00

二月二十一日，我又为你哭了。

我祝福你
别忘记
我仍还爱你。

2011-02-14T16:18:00.001+08:00

Happy valentines day everyone :DDD

Went out to watch homecoming with Joel today. The show is super funny!! Hahhahahaa.

Stay happy and healthy alright ;)

2011-02-12T01:00:00.001+08:00

finally caught a movie today after gulliver's travel(i watched it with Athena baby and Gabriel).

Today I watched just go with it by Adam sandler and Jennifer aniston. Watched together with my bro and dasao.

Yes, thank you Gabriel for reminding me that I'm somewhat like a gooseberry -.-
Hah. But you won't be reading this right? LOL
Had popcorn and nachos with sprite. Fat fat fat fat fat fat!!!!!!!!
Urgh.

Surprisingly I was still able to have lunch. At sakae sushi. Had that for dinner as well. ZzZz
Super bloated. Plus I had gongcha :/ guiltyyyy~

Dinner was with dad and sis ;) haven't had that combination in a long time :P

Checked out some tour agencies regarding the trip but nothing promising :((
Hope sth good comes along.

By the way. I didn't know you could wear pe attire into the arcade. Wow. Yes, LYSS and PRSS kids, I saw you in the arcade at tampines mall.

Having lesson tomorrow after a week break~
Hopefully it will turn out fine ;)

Worry worry worry, worries.
Yes about results. It keeps coming back to haunt me. I'm keeping my fingers knotted and crossed I suppose.

Received a SMS from Daniel in the evening he enlisted. He sounded fine.
I suppose there's nth to worry right?

Happened to witness some freak wind breaking trees and hurling them onto the roads at the highway towards woodlands in the evening. Actually, I witnessed the end result after the heavy rain eased.

내가 진심에요. 당신은 왜요 그럼?
지금 나는 평생도 안 좋아 너를.
미안합니다. 나 정말 싫어 너!
끝!

2011-02-10T11:52:00.001+08:00

Yes, I'm blogging again. Another dream. :P
Lucky me for today I guess~

I dreamt of Changmin and seulong of 2am. Shall not go into detail where I saw them. Not even sure of the place.

But I rmb that Changmin did sth that upset me. And I went to seulong to say hello. I told him in English, oppa I like you better than Changmin oppa. He smiled and grinned and offered a polite handshake. ^^

Changmin then rolled his eye and went on to what he was doing :P
Somehow I was late for lessons and left.

That place wasn't a school to begin with. It felt like primary school yet all the students were about 18. :/

Madness >.<

2011-02-10T08:44:00.001+08:00

Awesome dream!!
Account of my dream begins now~

I was with regine(a fellow suju elf who introduced me to the Korean language school) at the airport. Not sure whether is SG bur it shouldn't be.

There were many fans behind the barricades but somehow we seem to be like tourists free to roam.
Just then, we saw a male and another female greeting the fans. Looking closely, it was super junior siwon and solo artiste IU. I even rmb saying that IU looks really pretty in real life.

At that moment, we went nearer to them and siwon happened to be by himself. Regine and I immediately said hello in Korean(안녕하세요). Siwon smiled at us and did a slight bow as acknowledgement. Regine then offered her hand for a handshake and I suggested we took a photo and siwon agreed. I remember shaking hands with him in the dream. And he seemed talker than I expected. I told siwon then that we read about his tweets when he was in SG.

Next moment, we all started to walk somewhere and regine and I haven't gotten our photo yet!!!
Just then, we followed along.
I think in the end we took a group shot due to time constraints. Yes, it seemed like we were part of a tour group!

I'm so excited I had to blog about it. That's just a rough account. Loss of details along the way when I woke up.

Anyway, cheers ^^ :DD


2011-02-03T02:17:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone ;)

Here's wishing you a very happy lunar new year. Aka CNY!

여러분 새해 복 많이 받으세요!
즐거운 설 보내세요!
네!

Am currently staying up again.
Do this activity every year since sec2/3? Haha.

Have been craving for meat and fried food lately!!! Didn't get to satisfy any craving.

New year's eve! Food vendors are closed.
Great~ tell me about it -.-

And I wanna go eat my personal pan pizza!
Forgive me. Today on vegetarian diet, shouldn't be tempted by other food.

Sigh~
Rather worried for results lately.
I somehow gave up looking for a job after the spot fiasco.
Fai knows about it..

My fingernail colour has been removed. 60% :P
Met up with zw to pass him some notes that day. And forgot to buy cupwalker to drink cos my dad was with me.

Anyway, anyone has any idea of tour agencies with good deals for trips to Seoul? I know Natas fair coming. But that is end of the month eh!!!

G, nah! I updated ;)

My bad temperament is back again :( idk how to control it T.T
And I always feel guilty when reflecting back.

Spot gave me an ugly scar for this lunar new year on my right knee.
Or rather, not really scar. Scratch at the moment..

Recently, there is lots of talk about valentines day :/

Who will be my valentine this year :x lol!
Just kidding ^^

Anyway, CNY celebrations were always at school. This year I did it at home. Guess how? ;)

Peer over to loyang sec's lion dance and have breakfast. Tada~ lol.
Craving for chicken meatball spaghetti and cheese fries. My stomachhhhhhhh!!!

Had reunion dinner tonight ;) 10 of us~ parents, grandma, brother and dasao, dasao's parents, sister and maid. Tgt with me of course!

And did I say I feel like eating Korean food too?
No Korean lesson this week. Heh!

Thats for now~

And and and, please SMS me or tweet me! You people have to know how bored I am :P

2011-01-24T23:37:00.001+08:00

Did so many things during the past weekend. Let's start from Friday shall we? :D

I met up with zing cos she agreed to accompany me to the job agency.
After which we hanged out at orchard and nex :) FUN~
We talked alot about everything :P

On Saturday after my lesson, I went shopping for CNY clothes with my sister ;) bought my clothes from bedok point~

And, I tried gong cha's earlgrey milk tea with 3Js. Interesting and nice :D though 80% level is rather sweet :/
East point after bedok point :P
Bought 2rompers and a polo shirt. Mostly blue ;)

Went to Malaysia on Sunday to visit sone old folks home to send wishes for CNY ^^

Super bored today. Weather wasnt too cool either >.<

Got an offer today. But I rejected it :/ not sure if I will regret. Sigh~

I wanna play badmintonnnnn!!

P.s for those going to the NTU talks this sat, please remember to register online k <3

2011-01-20T19:21:00.002+08:00

called up this job seaarch agency just now.
going there tomorrow.
im feeling all jittery and nervous.

hope i dun embarrass myself luh.

job searching really made me so frustrated.
no wonder i detest it so much.
headache!
ive never sighed so many times since alevels -.-

if i get a job, i may not be able to go korea right?
and i cant work on saturdays due to the lessons i have.
:/
and i want it in the east.
is it too much to ask for?

eh. now paying adult fare leh.
Zzzz

hope everything will be fine tomorrow.
and i hope there will be progressive improvement in my korean language skills =D
YAY.

CNY coming.
can dun work.
i feel so amateurish suddenly.

yea, you bet.
the world out there is so big.
and we know so little.

yup, storm in a tea cup is appropriate =P

i cannot deny the feelings and emotions i have when i receive your reply.
i just feel happy.
i guess it is because i dunno what i want.
thats why its like that now.

so far apart,
so many obstacles.
impossibility.

lets not challenge that alright?
contented at the current moment.

but really, anything may change when daylight is seen again.

2011-01-20T18:56:00.003+08:00

PHOTO UPDATE SPECIAL. =D

there was this random day that people came to paint the floors of the corridor.
yes, the grey portion.
upon seeing this sign, i thought: i cannot go home uh?
=(

anyway my sister and i walked at that tiny corner of the corridor path =P
paint was dry by then.
no footprints left behind eh ;)

yea, korean language revision.
skipped lesson on brother's wedding day.
have to try to make up on my own since i cant attend lesson right?

dun waste money =P

ive been pretty addicted to this lately =P
chicken meatball spaghetti in tomato sauce.
YUMYUM.
HEH.

dun talk to me about whatever calorie count.
eat first then say ;)

the morning time of my brother and dasao's wedding.
before the tea ceremony =D
thankful for all the relatives and brother's friends that came to help out <3

not to forget the hard work by the newly wed couple :]

totally unlike me eh?
was with make up and styled hair then.
for the dinner event of my brother's wedding event.

my eye was swollen then but the makeup artiste did a good job =D

after the dinner event.
in the hotel suite room.
quite small only just like two rooms joined =P
i probably over expected.
left to right: me, sister in law, sister =D

went home that very night and slept so deeply all the way till the next day.
had to replenish all the sleep deficit accumulated while helping out with the wedding stuff.

congratulations kor and pf jie ;)
<3

SPOT!
look away shot.
HEH.

my favourite photo of the week.

he wanted to eat peanuts and his saliva was like dripping le la.

LOL

till then, the next time if you want to see a photo update =D

2011-01-05T22:41:00.000+08:00

RAWR.
take a pic ;)

2011-01-05T22:30:00.002+08:00

today, i was job hunting online with G and fai.
one word: MADNESS.

you got it~
sent out 3 applications today.
we were spoilt for choices?
but not all are to our liking.
unsuitable?
probably?

lately my temper quite bad ah?
aishh.
and lately keep doing alot of things with spot.
taught him how to eat ice.
LOL
he's quite naughty sometimes.

i just hope that my exams will make it.
i hope i get a good job.
i hope i get into uni.
i hope everything will be alright.

i very long never talk to SJB le :/
if you read this, come talk to me.
im missing you.
have you changed?
maybe.

NTU is making me nervous.
i may wanna go to the NTU talks on 29jan.
anyone to go with me?

MJ open house next week.
should i go?
should i buy new drama tee?
have i forgotten MJ?

have i forgotten myself.
i think so.
join twitter, talk to me.

meanwhile, i'll jobhunt, prepare for my bro's wedding and be myself.
HEH

ahnnyeong~

2011-01-05T22:11:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! its 2011 =D

nothing spectacular.
nothing special.

if it is special, it will definitely be CNY ;)
HEH.

my brother is getting married!
YAY! =DDD

2010-12-23T14:33:00.000+08:00

i have started watching playful kiss!
my fav character is seungjo's mum!
she's really cute!

there were parts in the drama that were super frustrating to me >.<
other than that, i have been watching 2days 1night! i think that variety show really super funny.
it is so to the extent that if you dun laugh, you're like humiliating them.
anyway, really funny!
LEE SEUNGGI! <3
yes, one of the reasons why i like to watch 2days 1night ;)

have been using my iphone so widely. :/
if you wanna contact me or talk to me, go to twitter or sms me!
i check twitter so frequently that people may mistaken me as some twitter addict!
im not.
right?
LOL!!

i went jogging ytd.
its cos of peer pressure :/
FAI and SJB keep saying about their jog experience -.-
and my neighbour said sth to me that day. ZZzzzzz
go ask G or my sister!

just realised a number of my 417 classmates have twitter!
LOL
well, if you dun have an account, im gonna recommend you create one ^^

YES, fai amd i couldnt stop talking about random stuff!
he is the pro!
HAHA

going to have korean barbecue with me sis and sis fren later!
CANT WAIT!
got craving for it since a couple of days back..

my body clock ah.
got a bit of problem.
must find some way to correct.
so i woke up at 7 this morning.
no particular reason.
just so.

moving on, outing on monday with some of my classmates!
it was kinda fun and nice that everyone could be together to play some games, eat or even take photos! =D
went to celebrate rah's bday in the evening and doro's in the afternoon.
went to minds' cafe to play games.
happy hour available there!
we played so many games till my head hurt!
but got better when i had dinner ^^

we went to changi aiport in case you are wondering~

it was that day when some random realisation struck me :/
not possible to state it here..
YUPYUP

holiday tomorrow <3

CHRISTMAS IS COMING!
here's wishing everyone a MERRY CHRISTMAS!
may everyone be blessed!
CHEERS!

thats for now!

LOVES!

2010-12-19T01:07:00.002+08:00

i have been wanting to post for a long long time!

haha, but because i have been over reliant on my iphone these days, cant access the blogging page.
lately ive been doing quite alot of my own stuff.
and somehow, im obsessed with just using my own iphone >.<
feels weird typing on the laptop again.

and, lately like got alot of nice shows to watch eh!
and my SJB is like addicted to vampire diaries.
really addicted to the extent that he doesnt mind rewatching episodes!

anyway, ive completed this set of hongkong drama called 巾帼枭雄之义海豪情！
that drama made me cry.
esp at the end of the show.

cable tv these days got shows that are really good too.

quit KPOP.
difficult.
with all the rewatching of hello baby(SHINee)
and there is the endless WGM follow up
PLUS the year end special music bank made me high until my frens just said 'think you wont be quiting any time soon'
plus, i took up korean lessons together with my sister.
so far only two lessons.
not bad, but staqrting from scratch not easy >.<

im always on twitter of late.
so stalker-ish :/

that day i went out with G!
really fun.
we were on a secret mission!
haha, went to bugis though i didnt really like that place.
at least i got to have my fav venezia ice cream!
belgium choc and greentea with redbean!
THE BEST!

going out this monday with my classmates from JC class.
CANT WAIT.
miss them so very much!
the other day i went out with rah, fai and josh on prom night.
went to simpang bedok to eat and went airport to walk about.
had a fun time.
laughed alot =P

as compared to the sec2 class reunion.
ZZzz it was slightly awkward after not meeting up for about 4 years.
oh well.
hope there will be a get together session again!

went to bedok point today!
newly opened.
many food places to choose from.
though its slightly cramped up, not bad place.
alot of people there too.
probably cos its new too!
some shops still not open also.
got gong cha bubble tea shop!
hope to have a drink there one day.
wanna try their earl grey tea!

had KOI that day.
half cup of pearls!
cannot keep overnight, otherwise really disgusting.
i tried their milk tea!
HENCE, the best bubble tea in my opinion is CUPWALKER.
YAY! got pudding milk tea!!
and their's de pearl over night still nice! <3

that day i fell down at home. injured my toe.
because i was chasing after spot.
im super smart right!
hahah.
my toe bled.
and spot licked it clean -.-
he is getting bigger by the day!
and more aggressive too!

my bro and sis inlaw gonna get married this jan!
EXCITED!! YAY

i will be going for cruise this christmas eve! will be back on the 26th though ^^
i wanna go on a holiday real bad!
alright.
that is for now ^^

2010-11-30T02:22:00.002+08:00

由于朋友对我提起，
我回头看了看以前的自己。

的确长大又成熟些些。
以前的自己似乎只会在乎自己；
现在的自己可见得变了不少。

或许每个人都和我一样；
看见了以前的自己就会摇摇头笑着。

可笑也罢。
无知也罢。
都过去了。

也不像整日在过去里缠绕着。
人是会变得；
这个事实我有些时候很难接受。
因为当我接受这事实时，往往事情就无法挽救了。

我的语气或许重了些。
可是对我而言，结果都不太理想。
不想想起或提起可能是最好的。

2010-11-30T00:08:00.002+08:00

DAVID ARCHULETA- MY KIND OF PERFECT

I was thinkin' about ya
I drew a little picture
But some things you can't put on paper

Like ya like shooting stars
Or write songs on guitar
Got more things to do than stare at a mirror

And I know I know,
She's gotta be out there, out there
I know, I know, she's gotta be

Maybe I'm wrong maybe I'm right
Maybe I'll just let you walk by
What can I say,
maybe I've known you all my life
Is she the one, is it today
Will I turn the corner,
see my future,
in a beautiful face
Maybe

She's anything but typical
A sweet surprise
No matter what she's looking at the brightside
It's gonna be worth it
Cos that's what love it's
I'll keep searching for my kind of perfect!

And I know, I know,
she's gotta be out there, out there
I know I know, she's gotta be.

Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I'm right,
maybe I just let you walk by
What can I say,
maybe I've known you all my life
Is she the one, is it today
Will I turn the corner,
see my future,
in a beautiful face
Maybe

They say,
give it time, give it time and it will fall in line
But I keep wondering how and when
and why I haven't met you...
But maybe I'm wrong, maybe I'm right
Ooohhhhh

Is she the one is it today
Will I turn the corner
See my future, in a beautiful face

Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I'm right
Maybe I just let you walk by
What can I say
Maybe I've known you all my life
Is she the one, is it today
Will I turn the corner, see my future
In a beautiful face
Maybe ohh maybe yeah

I'll keep searching for my kind of perfect.

2010-11-30T00:03:00.002+08:00

spot with his beloved milk stick.
never touch him when he's having his meal.
he'll growl/bark/bite if agitated.
well, treats are another matter of course.

yes, a fierce dog by the door.
will start barking when he hears you at the lift lobby.
that's probably why we close our doors these days.

do note that strangers will get growled and barked at.
>.<

haha, he does like to ignore you when he has no interest in playing or wanting anything to do with you.

spot grows up fast!
this december, he'll be 5 months old and about 10kg!

2010-11-29T23:47:00.002+08:00

im seriously sick and tired of hearing everyone telling wad they want or what they wish to see at the end of everything.
im sick and tired of hearing complains and comments.
im tired of filling up the gaps when no one stands in to do the work.

come on.
be fair.
stop pushing people to do things that they dun wish to.
i mean when you know there's an obvious gap left there, do something about it.
dun come to me and expect me to do sth about it.
i have 24 hours a day.
so do you.
why must it always be me to dedicate the hours.

fine, if its for a close fren, i'll do it.
but when i do it, dun doubt my plans and dun assume your own ideas to be sync with mine.
worst.
some people dun appreciate and blames you for all the crap that has been done.
spare a thought for me.
do something and try something new.
stop leaning on the others to get things done.
their backs get tired from all this burden you're setting down on them.

thats why,
the more you force me,
the more i'll back out.

there you go.
you wont hear a single thing from me anymore.
or at least for this time round.

and by the way.
did i say i dislike empty promises alot.
it sucks big time k.

2010-11-24T02:02:00.001+08:00

i wanna change a blog skin.

i wanna change a favourite.
im sorry. =/

its not the same anymore i guess?

2010-11-24T01:58:00.001+08:00

hello all,

especially to those who pester/wish that i create an account with facebook.
i have done that, with the help of my junior-shiuheng.

i even went all the all to activate the account.
so i fulfilled my promise.

i apologise that i have also deleted my account.
within 10 minutes or so.

it is scary.
seriously.
the world out there freaks me out.
i admit.

PEACE <3

best regards,
shuwen

2010-11-23T17:42:00.000+08:00

yes.

ALEVELS are OVER for me!
<333

oh yeah~~~

2010-10-16T01:50:00.001+08:00

will miss teuk next year. sigh.

2010-10-16T01:30:00.003+08:00

15 October 2010 was one of the best days i've had in MJC.
not that i like the idea of leaving the school officially.

just that i have been too lucky.
first thing in the morning was suju in the school magazine. WOW.

next, the math dept's farewell video was sorry sorry. WOW WOW WOW.
LOL.

went around everywhere and there was still super junior and shinee.
how can i not be satisfied.
plus i had awesome frens with me.

like G, the best <3 with zing and her bright smile! =D

once again, happy birthday SJB! i love you!!

the photos below were taken a couple of days back. wednesday to be exact. ^^

prisoners of war (school? =P)

freelance models. free labour <3

this is hilarious.
firstly i had no idea such a sign existed.
next, the end product! TA-DA!

go figure. LOL

inspiration: commonwealth games 2010

<3

2010-09-24T00:20:00.001+08:00

ZZZzzz im bad at this eh.

LOL. but i still wanna show you guys seulong =DD

2010-09-23T23:37:00.007+08:00

2am! LOVES!

i have this recent obsession for SEULONG. OMO!

2010-09-23T23:31:00.001+08:00

september. KEY's birthday today!
saengilchukahae! =D

to every other september baby, happy birthday to you too.

and i really wanna thank you awesome ppl for all the gifts and well wishes i received this birthday <3

2010-09-23T23:20:00.002+08:00

DAVID ARCHULETA- SOMETHING 'BOUT LOVE

Every night it’s all the same
You’re frozen by the phone
You wait, something’s changed
You blame yourself every day
You’d do it again
Every night

There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free

There’s something ’bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It’ll bring you to your knees
There’s something ’bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
But don’t give up
There’s something ’bout love

When you were young
Scared of the night
Waiting for love to come along
And make it right
Your day will come, the past is gone
So take your time
And live and let live

There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free

There’s something ’bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It’ll bring you to your knees
There’s something ’bout love that breaks your
Whoa oh oh oh
But don’t give up
There’s something ’bout love

Don’t fight
Don’t hide
Those stars in your eyes (in your eyes)
Let em’ shine tonight
Let em’ shine tonight

Hang on
Hang in
For the ride of your life
It’s gonna be alright
Hold on tight

There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh

There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free

There’s something ’bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It’ll bring you to your knees (to your knees)
There’s something ’bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
But don’t give up
There’s something ’bout love

Whoa oh oh oh
Set’s you free
There’s something bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain

2010-08-14T20:44:00.000+08:00

im hesitant now.

2010-08-14T20:41:00.002+08:00

yes, i felt it.

things are different now.
very much so.

you are not the one i used to know.
its evident that you changed.
i feel it.
dun lie or try to say that its not true.
its 135degrees of change.

yes, you will admit it's choice.

probably you were the one who kicked start my emotional machine.
its now on again.
i have the tools to keep it running.
great aint it?

2010-08-14T20:40:00.001+08:00

ETERNAL.
such an extreme word.

tsk

2010-08-14T20:38:00.000+08:00

i got two new albums lately.

韓庚庚心 and The Black Parade.

kudos.

2010-08-14T20:35:00.002+08:00

August has come. time doesnt stop for anyone.

we know that dont we?
but there's always this part of us that wishes for time to go slow.

especially when you know what is infront of you.

its just like you are on a 70m cliff edge.
And just a wrong step will send you tumbling down the face of the cliff.
all the way down to the bottom of it all.

dun question if that may be the end of ur life.
cos you're not in control of that.

you're just in control of other things.
you know.

2010-07-12T00:51:00.000+08:00

angel, i missed you!

2010-07-12T00:40:00.003+08:00

part2!

bear with me k ^^

Representing Argentina,

Gonzalo Higuain, MidFielder.

was the man of the match when they met korea republic.

though i was rooting for korea republic, he played a good and precise game.

even people on twitter were trending him.

Representing USA,

Landon Donovan, MidFielder

he played really well if you watched ^^

and he was the man of the match twice.

i guess i will edit this if i see more players that i like =p

the above or previous players are of no particular ranking!

LOLLL.

2010-07-11T23:48:00.011+08:00

well, since world cup is coming to an end, would like to let everyone know my favourites!

Representing Uruguay,

Fernando Muslera, Goalkeeper.

(p.s. my no.1 fav =D)

he's the reason why i watch every match that uruguay plays =P

Diego Forlan, Forward.
though he's not as young as the other players, you just have to admit he is good!

if you watched the matches he played, esp those where he was the captain.

he deserves credit!

Representing Nigeria,

Vincent Enyeama, Goalkeeper.

the awesome goalkeeper who blocked down many possible goals.

man of the match for the one nigeria went against greece.

his performance was good even though nigeria had 9 players to play against greece in that match.

Representing Korea Republic,

Park Ji Sung, MidFielder.

i could only say that he's a very driven player who works hard to his goals ^^

that was probably why he was the man of the match twice!

Ki Sung Yeung, MidFielder.

took notice of him once in a match when he had a free kick! though the goal didnt enter, it was a good attempt.

Representing Germany,

Toni Kroos, MidFielder.

one of the youngest players on the field. only 20 this year.

had put up a great performance~

Thomas Mueller, MidFielder.

you just have to love this guy!

he's 21 and so awesome already.

man of the match twice this world cup!

part 2 coming up ^^

2010-07-01T19:46:00.000+08:00

CHEERS! (credits: siwon's twitter account)

2010-07-01T19:45:00.000+08:00

park jung soo! aka eeteuk!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
i hope you enjoyed urself =P

<3333

2010-06-16T12:36:00.000+08:00

2010-06-16T12:24:00.003+08:00

Super Junior Bonamana, 미인아! (mi in ah!)

딴따란딴, 딴따란딴, 딴따란딴, 따다따라빠.
딴따란딴, 딴따란딴, 딴따란딴, 따다따라빠

넌 알까말까 알까말까 너무 예쁜 미인아.
날 미쳤다고 말해도 난 니가 좋다 미인아
누가 전해줘 My baby, to my baby 내가 여기 있다고 말야.
기다린다 말야 (Baby, you turn it up now)

넌, 가타부타, 가타부타 말 좀 해라 미인아.
니 마음을 가졌다면 그냥 나는 삶의 Winner.
이 세상의 이치란, 이치란, 용기 있는 자를 따라 나 같은 놈 말야.

옛말에 Say, 열 번 찍으면 넘어간다. 으쓱, 으쓱, 으쓱
그녀는 강적. 끄떡없다. 삐쭉, 삐쭉, 삐쭉
난 어떡할까 어떡할까 그녀만이 내 관심인 걸, 걸, 걸.

*Bounce to you, Bounce to you 내 가슴은 널
향해 잡힐 수도 없을 만큼 뛰고 있는걸.
Break it Down to you, Down to you 내 가슴이 너,
널 갖지 못한다면 멈출 거란다 (날 바라봐라)

**볼까말까, 볼까말까, 볼까말까 나 같은 남자.
본체만체, 본체만체, 본체만체 돌아서 봐도
보고봐도, 보고봐도, 보고봐도 나 밖에 없다.
보나마나, 보나마나, 보나마나 (Baby, you turn it up now)

뭘 살까, 살까, 살까, 살까 너를 위한 선물.
오, 미치겠다. 생각만 해도 좋아할 니 모습.
Listen girl! 좋아해. Baby girl! 사랑해.
나만이 너를 위한 남자. 들어줘 봐 너를 향한 고백.

내 맘의 say, 애만 태우지 말고 제발 끄덕, 끄덕, 끄덕. 이 노력 정도면 나라도 구해 기특, 기특, 기특 난 어떡하라고, 어떡하라고 그녀만이 내 전부인 걸, 걸, 걸

*Bounce to you, Bounce to you 내 가슴은 널
향해 잡힐 수도 없을 만큼 뛰고 있는걸.
Break it Down to you, Down to you 내 가슴이 너,
널 갖지 못한다면 멈출 거란다 (날 바라봐라)

**볼까말까, 볼까말까, 볼까말까 나 같은 남자.
본체만체, 본체만체, 본체만체 돌아서 봐도
보고봐도, 보고봐도, 보고봐도 나 밖에 없다.
보나마나, 보나마나, 보나마나 나 밖에 없다.

난 드뎌 미칠거야. 폭발해 버릴 거야.
더 못 참겠어 그녀만의 밀고 당기기.
오 진짜 미칠거야. 누가 좀 말려봐 봐.
이렇게 힘들 거란 걸 누가 말했어야지.

(It's) True, true 내 감정은 갈 곳이 없어.
네게 맞춰 버린걸 넌 잘 알잖니
How to keep loving you?
내가 진짜 네게 잘할게 이대로 날 썩혀 두지마

기다린다. 미인아! Hope you'll step to me, step to me.
사랑한다. 미인아! Bring it, sign to me, sign to me.
하하하하 하하하하하
그녀가 이미 날 바라볼 준비가 돼 있었나 봐

*Bounce to you, Bounce to you 내 가슴은 널
향해 잡힐 수도 없을 만큼 뛰고 있는걸.
Break it Down to you, Down to you 내 가슴이 너,
널 갖지 못한다면 멈출 거란다 (날 바라봐라)

**볼까말까, 볼까말까, 볼까말까 나 같은 남자.
본체만체, 본체만체, 본체만체 돌아서 봐도
보고봐도, 보고봐도, 보고봐도 나 밖에 없다.
보나마나, 보나마나, 보나마나 나 밖에 없다.

2010-06-10T19:32:00.001+08:00

MOTIVATION!

but from a glance, looks a bit like liu qian >.<

but NO.

this is TEUKIE <3
ahhah

2010-06-10T19:20:00.003+08:00

*drumrolls*

For the annual prize presentation for the oscar awards...

The winner goes to....

SHIUHENG~ yes, Sin Shiu Heng!

now, lets welcome him to receive his gorgeous award =D

'OH MY GOSH!!! I love you Americans for being so generous! I have to thank one person and that is Shuwen for the endless support and for her care. Without her, I would not have got this. Thank you everyone!'

and that was his wonderful speech!

__________________________________________________________________________

oh well, i had to add that in cos i was mentioned in the AWESOME speech.

hahahah

2010-06-09T03:51:00.000+08:00

here's the hint why they are coming back to SG~

LOVES!

2010-06-09T03:49:00.002+08:00

YES,follow me on twitter! @SWwormie

beware for spams.
but dun need luh.

cos you know that i always spam right?
HAHA.

discipline is lacking once again.
this explains why im still up at this hour right?

even though i didnt get to meet Super Junior last Sunday, its okay.
they're coming back!
<3

2010-05-29T23:26:00.000+08:00

visual food for ALL!

mine is for myself.

my sjb will know which one ^^

2010-05-29T23:23:00.001+08:00

hihi~

havent been updating for some while.
indeed, have been spending a lot of time on the suju forum.

=P

MYEs are coming!
and we must all work hard tgt!

FIGHTING!

2010-05-09T03:03:00.000+08:00

another piece of VISUAL FOOD.

YUMYUM!

2010-05-09T03:00:00.001+08:00

SNEAK PEEK.
just sends ur heart beating faster.
ANTICIPATION!

2010-05-09T02:56:00.002+08:00

well, lately many things are happening.
and they bother me quite a bit.
i cant seem to tell it to someone cos other pple are concerned and they are personal matters.

such stuff happens frequently for me i guess?
anyway, i had been thinking if im a person who doesnt know the word LIMIT.
things happen cos im not able to sense wad is wrong and then TADA, the situation goes out of hand.
now, i have no idea how.

CHEERIOS.no solution yet.
TYVM. SUNFLOWER!

by the way, G,i know you will read this eventually.
YOU OWE ME ICE CREAM X4.

p.s. i almost typed out eye scream.CRAP.

2010-05-09T02:42:00.002+08:00

hello everyone!

its been some time since i last blogged.
YES.was really busy previously.
had SYF and public performance you see.

now that its over, it feels kinda odd that there's slightly more time to breathe a bit.
i mean, i miss drama already.
WHO WONT?
=D

yeap.its kinda sad that Seasons 318 has come to a stop.
because i missed working with everyone and simply just have fun.

and im like thinking so much about drama esp today is because KYUNGGIE had given up on me.
MALFUNCTION.
upsetting you know. had to reformat the system and all my PRICELESS SMSES are gone.
i cant possibly cry over it.
but there's this regret that i didnt treasure certain moments well enough.

probably its time to move on.
that message seemed right.
so kyunggie is working fine again now.
after being WIPED CLEAN.
that means i lost some contacts.
SORRY!

anyway, on to school work.
im coping now.
though i wasnt earlier.
yup, and my family members are rather uptight about grades lately.
i understand where they are coming from.
but there's this part of me that is screaming for some life to be put back into place.

NEXT!
this is exciting and OMG!
SUPER JUNIOR AND MBLAQ's COMEBACK is next week!
NEXT WEEK.
YES.<3
i signed up on the SJSG forum.
its a total WOOHOO there.
updates+cool stuff
HEHE.

so, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

signing off,
SHU WEN =D

2010-04-17T19:46:00.002+08:00

VISUAL FOOD. MBLAQ~!

2010-04-17T19:39:00.002+08:00

hello.

its april.
gonna be SYF soon.

ytd was the release of A level PW results.
umm.maybe you can say that its sth everyone is talking about lately probably?

WELL, i have mixed feelings about it though.
happy yet sad.
how ironic yeah?

weekends are greatly anticipated for every week.
there are so many things that im tempted to do.
but at the end of the day, i cant finish it and i lag behind again.

i kinda miss the times when weekends were spent HAPPY.
like really really happy.

anyway, thanks G, in advance.
for wad you promised.
YES.im pretty sure that you remember!

and im upset.
with a number of things.
yes, some are my fault, some arent.
but because these things really matter to me.
so yupp...

MBLAQ comeback. ANTICIPATING!
busy summarises my life lately.
tired is wad i feel every day.

many thoughts keep my mind so busy pondering.
its a wide range of categories.

im in a mess now.

should update again another day..

-shuwen-

2010-03-19T22:52:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU BIG TIME TOO.

2010-03-19T22:49:00.003+08:00

hey.

GUESS WAD.
im totally unprepared. (it sounds way much better than i didnt study at all.)
YES,ashamed to say that out loud T.T

maybe there should be a backup plan.
OR just chiong with the remaining days left.
i mean,it sounds impossible.
SIGH.

WAD HAVE I GOT MYSELF INTO AGAIN.
yea,need priorities set right.
BUT CLEVER ME FAILED TO DO SO -.-

ZZzzz
here from me soon.
will bring you BAD news.

2010-03-15T21:22:00.001+08:00

YES. i am on high alert with each phone call that is made home.

OVERsensitive: YES

2010-03-15T21:07:00.001+08:00

ZHUFEN I MISS YOU BIG TIME.
and the words 'delayed' and 'postponed' + 'fog' SUCKS.

i just keep waiting on.
but i will continue to.
be it today, tomorrow or the day after.

2010-03-08T18:25:00.000+08:00

i forgot to say that DRAMA CAMP 2010 WAS LIKE TOTALLY AWESOME =D

2010-03-08T18:09:00.002+08:00

yes i am posting after some time =D

not because of any particular person. (G, IM NOT REFERRING TO YOU or the blue mouse).
hahahha. blue mouse=STUART LITTLE =p

YESYESYES, today i was super cranky at school.
or rather the whole day.
or rather the whole week.
or rather the whole month.
or rather the whole month before also.

just got really irritated by NOISE EVERYWHERE.
especially in the lecture theatre.
and it was damn random for FAI to say/narrate the 5 chapter story OUT LOUD.

I HEREBY APOLOGISE FOR THE IRRITATION I HAVE CAUSED TO MANY DUE TO THE NONSENSE I TALK IN THE LT OR EVERYWHERE ELSE.
yes, sincerely.

cranky lately means treating the people around me really badly.
including my dearest ZFERN.
YES.she is upset with my attitude and temper lately.
SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY.
i really am.

쏘리 쏘리! SHAWTY SHAWTY~!
okay random....

i admit that im not very disciplined lately.
just dun feel like doing anything.
i mean i know that everyone or almost everyone feels that way when facing work.
I WILL TRY MY BEST.

actually, even i cant stand myself lately.
how to expect people to stand me?
TSK TSK. PATHETIC.

YES, if you are still reading this post until here, you have been listening to my incessant rant for some time.
thank you for listening and being so patient.

today, BEST FRIEND aka DANIEL said ' you gain some, you lose some'
DIGEST.
i mean its quite thought-provoking right.
or at least it is for me!
HAHA

the korean fever seem to subside a bit for me already.
i am not excited for SHINee's arrival.
at least not as much as then.
HELLO BABY= 짱! ㅋㅋㅋ
i like it.
ZING DOES TOO. alot of other people enjoy it too!
HAHA. ^^

lastly, im sorry if i just get bad tempered for no reason.
i'll try to control and change it.
i need time.
THANKYOU for understanding. <3

education has made people knowledgeable.
but what has education really done to some people's morals and values?
it sometimes results in arrogance and ignorance.

2010-02-11T20:53:00.002+08:00

here are some of the photos taken after CCA recruitment. went to visit dory after that!
hope she gets well soon ^^

G and ME. she's just showing off her CCDS skills.LOL
success or failure. you decide!
=p

athena and me in the drama CLUBBER shirt =D

YAY!

2010-02-11T20:52:00.000+08:00

YES.this is the wallpaper of my phone.
im really happy when i see my phone =DD

2010-02-11T20:43:00.002+08:00

hello everyone,
the long awaited holiday has finally arrived =DD

YES! CNY <3
haha,lately at school,everything is a mad rush and all that.
but really,i do have fun at school!

my class,frens and teachers are really nice!
I LOVE EVERYONE. i think... hahahahahha

today i gave out the chocs and sweets i bought for my class and frens =D
i hope that those who receive it, will like it.
though its just a really small token for friendship week?

YUP.
mr wong really nice!
he bought his students stuff.AWW.
HAHAHAHH

i bought sttuff for my mortal.
and i forgot all about my angel -.-
OOPS.

hahaha, 09S417 is really becoming so WAHHHHH =p
YAYYYYY.

im really crazy over korean boybands.like many many of them.
anyway, SHINee is coming back to SINGAPORE this march!
WHOO. but too bad, got march block test then -.-
i guess star-chasing can wait ^^

HEHE.
my new love! 2AM changmin~
YEA. =DDDD

my phone's wallpaper is him now!
SO HAPPY.
yes.im super high now!!
사랑해 창민! =D

-SHOO WORM-

2010-01-28T23:34:00.003+08:00

look at my wishlist area.

meet onew one day!

yes, that day is coming!

i didnt expected it would be this soon.

and he's occupying alot of space in my mind =p

HAHA

2010-01-28T23:26:00.002+08:00

Even though there may time constraint due to their packed schedule, SHINee should have more time to interact with their beloved fans because EVERYONE LOVES SHINee EXCEPT F and SHU WEN LOVES ONEW AND WANTS TO MEET HIM SO BADLY.

my new thesis.

i really like it!

hahha.

CHEERS

2010-01-05T18:41:00.002+08:00

hello everyone.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL.
its 2010~!

Yes, i do believe that many of us find that this holiday we had is not enough.
we cant choose right?
hahah.
im back from my overseas holiday.
the temperature was bearable.
and i enjoyed it.

out of the 487 photos taken, there are alot of photos which captured mount fuji.
some may say, 'aiya, every day see back the same thing, sian already'.
of course, that is phrased in a very colloquial form though.
yup, lucky me, i get to enjoy such a scene for three days ^^

of which, one day, we were droven up to the fifth station of mountfuji.
it is colder there.
sadly, the snow there has been dirtied due to many tourists visiting the area.
Do take note that some areas there are slippery, especially when there is transparent ice on the ground.

ZOOM.next week is the beginning of school.
im wondering now. is the lack of confidence equivalent to being uncomfortable?
well. there's alot of preparation works to be done for the upcoming school term.
REALLY HECTIC.

i will be honest and say that i will unlikely be able to complete all my homework.
>.<
thats the truth. cos i have quite a bit that i have to do.
and due to the time constraints and poor planning.
this is the result.

i keep listening to korean songs recently.
and i mean, they are nice.
also because i love SHINee and Super Junior.
yes, i admit that the situation SJ is in seems =///
but really, SJ will forever be SUPER JUNIOR. RIGHT!

new year resolutions.
hmm. must give serious thought to it.
though there are some things that are already decided.
we'll see how the rest goes~

cheers! have a great WEEK! =D

-SHUWEN-

2009-12-22T20:05:00.002+08:00

hello everyone.

i guess i have been missing out in alot of action lately.
yea,just doing nothing much and all..
NO WORRIES ^^

anyway.im really apologetic for not being able to send out christmas cards to all of my dearies this year.
due to bad planning,i have not enough time.
YES.my long awaited holiday has taken up pretty much of my free time.cos i need to pack and all that.
i bought alot of christmas cards.REALLY.
=/

i wont be around for CHRISTMAS.
like not in SG.not like MISSING FROM EARTH.LOL
hahah.but i'll be back for NEW YEAR!

YAYYY.
new year with all of you =p
hahahah.
anyway heres wishing you an early christmas!
enjoy yourselves, take care and have fun!

LOVES!
SAYONNARA.
its a hint on where i'll be!

though i still havent gotten over the korean craze/wave/fever.
i took the H1N1 jab ^^
LOL.flu freeeeeeee.not seasonal flu though.
HEHEHEHE.

will be putting on braces in january and rushing through my homework like mad when im back =D
so typical of me eh?
LOL

bye!
take care =D

2009-12-01T22:33:00.002+08:00

hello everyone.

im back to blog!
sorry for being so lazy these days ^^

anyway, last thursday, geraldine, joshua and me found out this new version of boxhead.
which is known as zombie wars.
yea.
go google and try.
i have no guts to.
LOL >.<

yes.i have finally finished watching you're beautiful.
i know the ending is expected.
but still.i believe that almost everyone enjoyed it =D

okay. im super envious of those who are celebrating their birthdays soon and also those who are going on a holiday. (or rather away for holiday)
OMG. such a bad personal attack =p
but i guess its okay!

oh.i actually dreamt that i called hankyung and he picked up the phone.
WOOHOO.
that was like ytd morning.
WAS DAMN HAPPY =DDDD

anyway, i had my tooth extraction surgery ytd.
it was a tedious process.
the post surgery feeling sucked.
numbness and pain at the same time.
imagine your mouth bleeding and there are several stitches at your gums.
>.<
sorry for bringing it up.
but it was kinda unbearable ytd.
hahah.not to worry.i still have my voice =P

my tongue is still numb today and i cant eat solid food cos i cant chew.
feel like a toothless baby.
bleahs.
can only swallow food.
and the TV recently seems to be broadcasting alot of nice food.
im so tempted.i wanna eat
:frenchfries
:ice cream
:nougat
:western food
:sushi
:abalone
:SOLID FOOD
:instant noodles
:corn flakes
:gummy/sweets
:biscuits
:dumplings (jiao zi)
:korean food

i wanna eat so many things.
but i cant.
can only look. T.T

its horrible to feel this way.
but i guess its a good time to take this chance to lose weight.
la la la la la.
coming monday have to go back and remove the stitches.
horrible process.
hmm. but 8 days mc is given.
not much use though >.<

SIAN.im hungry!

-wormie-

2009-11-19T00:04:00.003+08:00

now that the lectures had already begun,

its draining all my energy away every day.

i have no idea why.

but im really tired.

i kinda miss the days slogging through PW stuff.

of course there were fantabulous boxhead moments.

the highest score G and i ever got!

WHEE.

but thats not the case now.

there IS ALOT OF HOMEWORK.

yea,im facing it >.<

yet not brave enough to get it done.

2009-11-06T00:06:00.003+08:00

(photographer: G BAI)

la la la la la.

one and only way to make SJB take photo.

TAKE HIS BACK (背影)

ZZZzzz

apparently,its rather obvious that we are bored outside F4-4 today.

the timeslots were all screwed.

which made alot of pple unhappy and fed up.

PEOPLE! cheer up.RELAX!

anyway.there's me and my MINGYANGjiejie and JOSHUA!

jiejie is in his COOL MJ bowling shirt.

HAHAHAHAHA.

today, we got back our result slips.

i was kinda shock to find my status to be advanced.

cos i didnt have to see the teacher.

yet,it was careless of me to forget that i did fail econs by 2%.

SILLY ME.

it doesnt feel good.really!

so why have i been feeling like some crazy person who doesnt use his/her brain.

anyway, thats besides the point already.

anyway, recently,i've been into creating handphone themes from KYUNGGIE.(aka my W705)

obviously,the whole phone is flooded with hankyung!

this reminds me, at dry run in class today, SJB played this good move on me.

he showed me hankyung's photo from afar when i was presenting halfway.

since i've been looking at hankyung's photos for some time,it wasnt difficult for me to recognise the person in the picture.

yea,it all started with the TOLERANCE TEST >.<

haha.i guess many things i did today were somewhat linked to tolerance?

for an example, having lunch and talking about the gross stuff that the participants of FEAR FACTOR have to eat.

plus cockroaches and "marble-tortured" lizards.

*shivers*

but im really not affected when im eating.

i guess im more of a visual person?

perhaps if i imagined it......

okay,lets not go there =D

HAHAHAHAHA.

today i saw with my own eyes,

wad is desperation.

wad is unhappiness.

wad is confusion.

wad is unwillingness.

wad is part of life.

many things i may see.

yet, this just forces us to believe that everything wont go the way we expect them too.

and that the world just doesnt revolve around YOU.

-SHUWEN-

2009-11-03T23:01:00.002+08:00

i seriously forgot to upload and blog about the last two pics that we took.

so i must LOAD IT NOW =DD

THERE YOU GO!

the classic point at GERALDINE!

HAHAHAAHAH.

last shot for the day!

hope u liked it.

its okay if u didnt.

cos i like it and i enjoyed myself =)

2009-11-03T22:16:00.004+08:00

first, this is our ever so very hardworking Group Leader Geraldine BAI.

as you can see, she is working so hard.
yet im apologetic about slacking off at one side >.<

THREE CHEERS FOR GERALDINE BAI =D

i wanted a group photo very badly.

so G told the whole group to standardise our attire.

PE T SHIRT.

GOOD ENOUGH =)

cos we dun have a SEED SHIRT.

it'll be too extreme if we actually do >.<

ANYWAY.

let me introduce to you the photographer for the seed family.
this photographer is a really really nice guy.
he doesnt take pictures usually.
so i had to take a photo of him, for him =D

YAY SJB!

LOCATION 1: the garden! at some spot at the garden.

we were deciding on the arrangement.

who should stand where and all that.

suddenly, ADARREL said that he wanted to where specs .

first he looked asked for fai's specs.

apparently, our very PROFESSIONAL photographer said that it didnt look good on him.

thank goodness! HAHA

however, the very persistent adarrel wants to wear specs!

so he asked for mine.

once again, the photographer gave his expert view!

and finally adarrel GAVE UP.

sometimes its good that he is persistent >.<

but... yea you know..

FINALLY after all that @!##%#%&%*%!@SERGF FR$^%&&*.

we had our first GROUP PHOTO.

YAY to seed family =))

LOCATION 2: at the garden.another spot.

we sat at this bench where the 5 of us can fit in.

this is cos my group has very skinny members.

to accomodate me taking up more space.

HAHA. and as u can tell, G is VERY FAIR. literally and the otherway too.

of course we were bored.

but we wouldnt want to stop taking photos like now =p

haha

haha. not all the photos are here!

cos im lazy to add in the rest.

i forget the epic 'point at geraldine' photo >.<

i'll do it again soon!

CHEERS

2009-11-01T16:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAIRUL!

its finally your birthday!!! ^^

2009-10-30T01:26:00.003+08:00

HELLO.
im blogging again cos im rather bored and i cant get started with my work >.< its this paper aeroplane game which you can play again and again and again. G says it seems fun when u see other play. but it doesnt turn out the same when u do play it.

(paper plane in SKY!)

however, i beg to differ!
i like playing it.
and i keep on playing and playing and playing.
ZZZzzzz.

end result when ur paper plane reaches the ground!

see the global rank!

now im wondering the no. 1 flew how far =/

oh!

if u're interested, here's the link!

http://flightsimx.archive.amnesia.com.au/

CHEERS

2009-10-29T15:29:00.002+08:00

sorry fairul!
i tried my best to get ur photos.
but G's phone not working so well.
so you just have to stand with this 'no internet connection photo'
HAHA

anyway, its correct to say that u are a Perfectionist!
lol =DD
well, i guess its good that u have that attitude.
cos i feel that it really brings you very far.
oh.would like to thank you for ur niceness.
that time we went to ur house and then you were a GREAT host.
treat us drink and also allow us to use ur internet connection and all.
HAHA.

FAI reallyreallyreallyreally works very hard. i mean it.
and then his grades are like good.
second in 09s417.
=D
good grades, good brains, good leadership, ETCETC

haha.

have to admit that fairul is straightforward.which is good.
i guess thats cos im rather straightforward too.
haha.and i am aware that my words can easily hurt someone without knowing.

*and now, fairul is asking if im *itching about him*

oh i just remembered.he's a french horn player =))
BAND MEMBER.
i like BAND MEMBERS.
well, at least most of them =p

haha.and now cos fairul is so super duper good, he's thinking ahead and preparing for OP.
AGAIN. and AGAIN.
=/

guess this just shows how lazy and slackish i am -_-ZZzz

FAIRUL.
JIAYOU.
you can do it.
you always did things right =pp

CHEERS =D
love, SHOOWORM

2009-10-29T15:13:00.006+08:00

i guess these few days will be dedication week?

to the people who care for me.
or i care for
=p

First, there's 风度翩翩 de GBAI

yup. you read it right. GERALDINE BAI.

although she always say that she doesnt care about our welfare,she actually does.

really a nice pw group leader.

a couple of weeks earlier, she reached her BREAKING POINT.

and she asked me to shut up =/

i admit that i was really unhappy initially.

G,sorry i wasnt mature enough and i didnt understand ur position.

SORRY SORRY. haha.and cos i recently got the habit of SUJU-ing like a lot.

she had to listen the same music as me.

Well,i guess there's this KPOP fever in class.LOL

haha this photo was taken by MY DARLING's cam.

as you can see, in the background there's adarrel and daniel =)

haha.it was an OP preparation period.

that was when we had more time to fool around a bit =O

LOL.

i have to admit that to a certain extent,im a lazy and stupid group member.

haha. so,thank you for ur understanding,patience and all that.

stay happy!

i hope u will continue to be healthy and youthful!

CHEERS

LOVE SW

2009-10-28T20:30:00.002+08:00

this post is dedicated to my EX BEST FRIEND!
ADARREL!

he's from MJ floorball.
trains hard. gets tired and unhappy?
LOL.
nice at times.evil otherwise.

he wants to tell everyone that he is a bad boy.
and that he likes green!!

adarrel is also my pw group mate.
i dare nt say tht he's a slacker.
cos he does work.
(but just how much?)
questionable >.<

he'll be a gd fren if u're nice to him i guess.
i dislike it when he spoils Super Junior's 'sorry sorry' song.
and at times i really wanna whack him hard.

beware of his famous *ART.
he did it in the lift ytd.
and at lecture the other time.

two and a half cheer for adarrel! =D

2009-10-27T22:34:00.002+08:00

perfect guy SIWON is 22 >.<

says SJB.

he's good looking, tall, well-mannered and everything else thats good =D

SUPER JUNIOR.

ps.i know its a small photo. TOO BAD =p

2009-10-27T22:14:00.002+08:00

lalalalala.

october 27!
OP period T.T

end of WR

end of promos

results for the papers gotten back.
did average.or rather BELOW average. =//

ACE BUS >.<
= C ABUSE
=CAB USE
-.-

have been hooked onto korean songs and shows lately.
i LOVE SUPER JUNIOR =D
사랑해
한경<3

would like to thank alot of people being tgt with me through such tough times.
09S417
ESP SEED GROUP and SJB!
姐姐 and best fren!
my family and other frens and teachers as well!

감사암니다!

2009-10-07T21:16:00.001+08:00

SJM group photo!! <3

here's RYEOWOOK AND KYUHYUN.( left-right)

HANKYUNG SO HANDSOME!

enjoy them!
CHEERS!

love,shuwen!