Sunday, June 3

i've also deleted the archives.
lets only look ahead from now on.

Posted at 9:08 PM

the thought of deleting this blog has been twirling around in my mind.

should i?

Posted at 9:04 PM

Tuesday, April 17

Today shall be considered a slump day :( couldn't get anything done. Doing everything and anything..

Even though my dear did encourage me much. Somehow it doesn't spark up my gears to get going.

So what should I do?
Finals are in 6 days ><
Running out of time.
But my brain isn't cooperative
Till after finals then..
Ahnnyeong~

Posted at 10:16 PM

Friday, March 30

With deadlines breathing down your neck; With finals edging near.
With tutorials leaving more doubts than ever; with funny lecturers telling you bye bye.

With bad and with disappointments, there are also always the good and the happiness :D

With you by my side, I have more courage to carry on.
Thank you.
Loves <3

Posted at 12:17 AM

Tuesday, February 28

I have to find and outlet. This is a way. Cos not many people read anyway.

Moments ago, I cried in the shower. I didn't want to let the others know. I don't want to let people look down on my weakness. I'm tired of always trying to match up.
I hate to admit, but I know it's probably my incompetence and incapability.

Letting the tears go is also an outlet.
I can't tell if this is stress.
But I used stress as my shield for me admitting to my weaknesses.
I feel so useless.
But I'm to blame.

Shall stop here to attempt to stop the tears at the same time. Lest the swollen eyes tell.

Posted at 12:42 AM

Monday, February 20

Lately, I often wonder why is the world so superficial, so judgmental.
Have we not tried to look at ourselves before judging others or have we learnt only to judge all our lifetime?
Or is it the incompetence in human nature to cause people to judge others so as to make one look more superior than another?

Faced with problems-- everyone has different problems. But how we handle them would vary accordingly for each individual.
Some would choose to escape, some would tackle the problem head-on. While some others would wait for the situation to solve itself.
Is it even possible anyway?
I wonder.

Recently, I find myself wallowing in my own troubles and worries. I keep thinking that maybe turning to someone would help me feel better.
But I don't think so. It seems more like a burden to anyone who would offer and hear me out. Im grateful for offers of support. Cos I know, nothing would make the situation better. If even I don't have the power, who can control this situation?

Who am I to speak so insolently? So, till the next time, take care all.

Posted at 8:16 AM

Tuesday, January 24

The long awaited cny is here.
Somehow it isn't as exciting as I wished it to be..

Though it's the holidays, work is still seen and touched every single day of the holiday.
Nonetheless, I know it will be worthwhile at the end of the journey.

Here's wishing all, a happy lunar new year!
May all be blessed with good fortune, luck and good health this year of the dragon! :) cheers!

Have to return to school tomorrow! Tutorial week is here ><
And I'm going for an interview tomorrow! Freshman orientation project interview. Minor role.. But I still do hope I can get it ^^

Take care!

Posted at 12:15 PM

Thursday, January 5

Happy new year! And now we wait for CNY! :)